i am not dead. i failed.
suicide is harder than i originally thought.
i attempted to kill myself on may first at around five pm. i overdosed on thirty four pills. i decided to leave a message to a friend of mine. i told them 'i'm sorry but you can't convince me not to do it anymore'.
they called an ambulance. i was brought to emerg at around five forty. i wasn't going to die they told me.
i don't remember if i felt particularly happy about that.
i was later admitted to the psychiatric ward for three days under form one. suicide watch.
i was released yesterday evening.
i t i s m a y 4 t h.
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